Usually, most of my friends are in relationships. I've gotten used to that. But now, literally everyone I hang out with is either dating, with someone, engaged or married. I've reached the age where all my friends are at that stage of their life. Even people who I would never imagine being in a relationship, is in one. Always being the 3rd, 5th, 7th wheel sucks. I try to put on a brave face and stay optimistic that my Prince Charming is just around the corner, but I don't know how much longer I can keep that facade up. I've gotten so lonely that I'm actually entertaining the idea of letting my mom set me up on a blind date with a girl.

A lot of people have come to the conclusion that I can't find anyone because I'm too picky. I honestly do not think that I'm too picky. All I want is a guy that's decent looking, with a good personality. That's it. Is that being too picky? But no matter how lonely I get, I will never ever get a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend. I refuse to settle.

While things are looking rather bleak at the moment, I still have a glimpse of hope left in me. Every day is a new day, and just because I've been single for 5 years, doesn't mean I can't meet Mr. Right tomorrow. And the first thing I will ask him when I meet him is, "what you waiting for?"